Let me introduce myself

Hello!

Well I guess the best way to start is to introduce myself. My name is Laura Tolli and I was born in Melbourne in 1975. I grew up with my parents and my brother who is 3 years older. Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve been passionate about God and all things pertaining to the spiritual life. I really wanted to know who Jesus was, beyond the scope of the Bible, and how I could also live a life similar to his. I prayed to God often, on my knees beside my bed, and asked for counsel and understanding. What I really wanted to know the most is how I could learn to be close to God and be loving like Jesus. I would have relished any information on such topics about, what happens when we die, where we go and how to communicate with those who have passed, but received none.

All I did hear though, were scary stories about ghosts and haunted houses and séances. None of which answered my questions. I would desperately question my dad about God and didn’t understand how both my parents weren’t as curious to know the things I wanted to know. My dad told me once, “Laura why do you waste your time asking questions that you’re never going to get the answer for? I don’t ask those question because no-one knows. It’ll drive you mad asking for things that you’ll never know the answers to. That’s why I don’t bother.” My mother never gave me a response that was memorable. In fact, maybe I never asked her because I knew she was not at all curious and interested in such matters.

When I was seven years old I had a life changing experience happen to me. In the middle of the night,I woke up to see an apparition of a male standing beside my bed. He was wearing a red robe and had long brown hair. He stood there looking over me for quite a while. I rubbed my eyes vigorously trying to make the figure go away, or testing to see if my eyes were playing tricks on me. The figure did not disappear. I realised that I was not dreaming or imagining it, and then just looked at him. I felt calm and felt he would not hurt me. After about 3 long minutes, he began to fade away. I ran to my parent’s room where they were sleeping and they told me it was just a dream. I knew they wouldn’t believe me.

I didn’t know who to talk to it about it. I eventually saw the librarian at my primary school who wore a cross around her neck. I felt safe to talk to her and she validated my experience saying that it was possibly my guide or Jesus himself looking over me. She was quite surprised herself and told me that not everyone was fortunate enough to have someone appearing to them so clearly. She said I was special and at the time I felt it. I just knew that if anyone could find the answers to some of life’s great mysteries, it would be me.

Looking back now, this was a huge turning point in my life that shaped nearly every decision I made from then on. I can now see how this one event and this one comment from the librarian created a sense of not only purpose in my life, but a belief that I was somehow destined to be special and superior in this areas. This false belief was one day going to have to be deconstructed, as no child of God is more special or superior than others. I just didn’t have any idea how my life would be shaped in order to break down such a strong feeling inside my very soul.

At 19 years old I studied Reiki, a form of energetic spiritual healing. I then studied Kinesiology for four years and then went on to travel the world learning and working with spiritual teachers. I spent four years intensively studying about new age philosophies and spiritual healing modalities. I lived for months at a time or spent shorter periods of time in healing centres and ashrams in Bali, India, Hawaii, San Francisco, Israel, France, Egypt, and Byron Bay. There were also many other places in the world where I went to visit sacred sites.

It is during this time overseas that I met a man who claimed to be a spiritually enlightened healer. His name is Padma Aon Prakasha. I have dedicated a separate area where I have written a testimonial about factual events that I experienced in those 15 months of our time together. I have also invited others to share their testimonials about their stories of abuse from Padma, which are also added in this section. To read more about that topic please click here, Testimony of abuse from Padma Aon Prakasha.

In short though, after my life long search and quest to understand God and his universe, I was completely and utterly disillusioned. At 33 years old, all I felt I really learnt is what spiritually wasn’t and how low my self-esteem was.

In 2008 I began studying Art Therapy. I wanted to find a modality to connect more with myself without the dependence of a guru or teacher or someone in a position of power. With Art Therapy, it was really about me and the art creating process. The therapist is there for support and guidance when needed, but the therapist position is not one of inequality and dependency. More about Art Therapy another time as it is definitely one of my biggest passions!

In 2010 I was introduced to The Divine Truth teachings. When I had heard that the teachers were claiming to be Jesus and Mary Magdalene, yes, you just read that correctly, THE Jesus of Nazareth from the Bible and Mary Magdalene from the same time, 2000 years ago, I thought it was insane. I had been on a “spiritual” path, which now I can refer to and call it a ‘pseudo-spiritual path’, for over 12 years. In this time I had come no closer to my understandings of God and the spiritual things, because each path, each teaching, lead to a person in authority abusing their position and others. I was one of many.

In a hastiness to reply, “Not interested in any one claiming to be such things!” I had a sudden thought just drop into my mind, “But what if this is the real deal?” I had to discover for myself and knew that with all my experiences, I could quite confidently call the “Bullshit!” card quickly. I came home and searched, divinetruth.com. I watched a presentation made by Jesus called, The Secrets of the Universe. Here is that talk;

I felt it in the core of my soul that this man not only knew, but was an expert on the spiritual matters of God and God’s Truth. I didn’t trust the Jesus identity part yet, but I couldn’t get enough of the information he presented and read and watched everything he’d done. My husband inquired what I was reading so enthusiastically. I thought, “Oh God, this is probably going to be a deal-breaker. He’s going to think I’m crazy.” He was surprisingly open and watched the first presentation. Like me, he felt something so humble in the presenter and so loving and pure and truthful in the material. Jesus and Mary were coming to our home town in Melbourne and without hesitation, we went to meet them. We were presented with so much of God’s Truth. They spoke freely for 7 hours and didn’t even charge for their time. It was life changing for both Fab and I and our lives dramatically changed in a few short years. I will refer to Jesus and Mary and their teachings quite often, because they are a huge part of my life.

I’m a very busy woman and currently have three businesses,

  1. Fab Wedding Music.
  2. Fab Maintenance
  3. Art Therapy Brisbane

So the first two businesses I share with Fab. For the first one I’m a wedding DJ as Fab is a wedding singer and guitarist and together we offer full wedding day music entertainment packages. Fun!! The during the week, I am a professional cleaner as Fab is also a Handy Man and Painter and we work for real estate agents and have our private regular clients who love and appreciate our work. Then also during the week I am an art therapist. I particularly love my work once a week at the local retirement home where I do art therapy with the elderly residents. I learn so much from those guys! I am also studying a Bachelor Degree in counselling psychology and then completing my Masters of Art Therapy at University.

My passions include learning about the soul and how operates, particularly the impact of suppressed emotions and how they affect our physical body as well as our psychological health. If I could imagine any dream career and area of study, it would be to scenically prove that unexpressed emotions, held in the soul, is the primary source of every single dis-ease and dis-order in the physical body. That these supressed emotions create the very thoughts that enter our mind, and not the other way around. Our thoughts cannot influence our emotions but only feeling and releasing our emotions can create health and wellbeing. Here is the most comprehensive information on the soul that is currently available on the planet by Jesus and Mary. I hope you can take the time to listen;

I am also a mother to my 10 year old daughter Isha and step-daughter Millana who is 14. Fabio is every bit as fabulous as his name suggests! Fab is my best friend and soulmate and I am feel so grateful to be with such a beautiful, kind, passionate, creative and loving man. He really is that awesome to me. We support each other in our growth to be more truthful and loving human beings, in the best way we currently are aware of. With that goal comes its challenges, as truth brings up so many fears and pain, but we persevere and always feel grateful that the truth was shared. I really love him.

Well that’s a little about me but they’ll be plenty more to share as time goes on. As my good friends Raj and Suz always say, referring to how quickly time goes by, “See you in 5 minutes!”


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